my heart is aching

Mom asks me everytime on phone, is the baby a boy or girl, my heart aches. What's the point to have a child who never can be your side when you need or miss her?

A week old

Celebrate with a tie for his 7 days old.

Good Wishes

Yvonne asked me to give her 3 good wishes to her everyday so to give her good luck. Actually, she didn't know that mom pray for her for so many years everyday wishing her be lucky and good days.
It is hard for her to live alone in the strange city without any money and help .On top, even the family not willing to support her.
It is really mean for mk said that yk should this and that. I let her to have chance to finish higher education first prior to give yk a chance. She is not only giving her no support , but also look down upon her. At the same time, i found out a lot of merits from Yvonne. she has a true compassionate heart and so sensitive inside. i love her more after living in Edmonton for a while.

life and death

But strange enough I remember someone said when you born, everyone is laughing while you are crying. When you die, everyone is crying while you are laughing.

Life is not easy, death might be peace.

I am grandma

It is always a miracle to see a new life coming. Scott is so cute and adorable. But how's my relation to him depends how's the relation to his parents.
Baby is so innocent and pure. But adults are weir. Hope the weir adults will never pass the bad things to him.
Scott, be a good person. All my love and bless to you.

I dont understand

I don't understand why God made a joke to me and Yvonne. She got the job and lost it because of the visa and the 1:3 vote vs to transfer her to Toronto office.
But i strong believe God has a better plan for Yvonne's hard working. I am waiting. I still say, thanks God, you must have your better plan on her.